not-haiku

that small part of me that keeps going
despite the unbearable death urge
you should be in command

the power to move mountains
dormant lying dream energy
awaken inside a spaceship

reality one and reality two
related and inseperable
remains undefined

i have forgotten the mission
calling all allies and ancestors and the people of the planet earth
use this vessel

i cannot side
i do not compete
i have been away from home

winning and losing
duality i long to transcend
a ghost in a teacup

music charging body
shivers as the field moves
let me hear that sound again